"But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."
Found this in my thumbdrive. I remember copying this from someone's blog. So random but yet the quote is so true. ♥
I have been feeling very, very, very negative lately. I've been feeling jealous for all the wrong reasons. I've been feeling really down, like wanting to cry, for I don't know why. I've been feeling agitated almost all the time. This mood swings or whatever nonsense got to stop. It has to stop. It is a must and a need to stop. I'm hurting myself and the people around me. I really loath, abhor, hate this feeling. :(
I really wish I could go back to school. I missed school like so much. I am missing my friends. Searching and hunting for jobs are no fun at all. I've done some researching and I think I have to re-plan my plans again. Or maybe most probably, I have to plan Plan K. All my earlier plans went down the drain. Gone just like that.
I'll be back to normal. I promise. :)