A bad day today. Was already heartbroken and sadden in the morning. And being in school made me feel worse. Some things/ people just really irritated me much.
He's someone I look up to. My heart beats fast whenever I hear his voice. I am always afraid to look at him whenever he stands in front of me. His smell always makes me go crazy. All of the characteristics that I want in a man are found in him. The thought of him and only to hear his name makes me smile from one ear to another. Though I seldom see him but knowing that he's at the same place as me makes me feel really glad because I know he's safe. He's the only person I really feel attracted to upon hearing just his soothing voice and the way he recites the Quran. He always makes me look forward to Sundays. I love the way he called out my name. After almost a year of not seeing, looking at him for the first time last month made me speechless and breathless. And I started to extremely like him when he leaded the Terawih last year.
He's currently on a 3 months break. Almost 2 months had past. He will be leaving for Madinah on the 28 September to continue his studies.
He's 22 and getting married soon.
I've always wanted my life to be like a movie. It seems that my wish has been granted. My life is currently almost like the first half of Ayat-Ayat Cinta except with the difference I'm not a Christian.
I teared on the way home in the train thinking how unlucky I am.
But I'll be alright. I know I'll be. 'Cause I also know I am never alone.
Have you ever fallen in love with a person without looking at the face or observing the personality first, but just hearing his/her voice?
I have. (: